I am Amazed at the incredible synchronicity of the universe to provide “signs” for me that I am on the right path just when I need it!
These days I am finding myself restless for more fulfilment in my life, and in continuous thought about my “soul purpose” and what I really want to do in my life. I have this dream of giving up my current job and moving more into recovery advocacy and trauma practice. This would look something like moving into private practice again, running women’s retreats, sacred women circles, writing for my blog and my book, starting a Recovery podcast, and running online workshops. An exciting, challenging change.
But I feel blocked in being able to do this, stuck in doubt and fear. My ego mind keeps coming up with reasons around this, as why I won’t be able to make it happen. Will it be a good move? Am I just daydreaming? Is this just wishful thinking? Will it be successful?
I am acutely aware that moving out of our comfort zone is always challenging, but staying there just keeps us stuck. Ironically, I was reading Rebecca Campbell’s book “Light is the new Black” on the back porch. As I read about “signs ” from the universe, and her past life regression connection with the Council of Light that delivered her soul’s purpose, her awakening of her soul purpose, and choice of parents to give her the grounding and experiences she needed to follow this divination, I looked at my phone… It was 11.11 on my phone!!!!
These numbers always show up for me in important moments, and quite regularly. as I read Rebecca’s words of how “we would use interconnectedness of new media and communication to create a mass spiritual awakening in the western world …forming a sort of supportive sisterhood ….. of like-minded women and men moved by the divine feminine”, I felt a divine spark in what my soul wants me to remember, and an infinite reflection of what The Purpose of my work is here during this lifetime. To be a healer… To be a lightworker… To open others to the consciousness of love that is the truth of their soul’s existence. To bring healing to those troubled by addictive issues. It all made total sense… this is why I have endured the traumas of life, and my own journey with addiction.
My mum was a shamanic healer and clairvoyant. She taught me about “signs ” many years ago well before her passing. The synchronicity and miracle of Rebecca Campbell’s words were not lost on me. I had an epiphany …It is time for me to come out of the hiding, out of the shadows, and do what I am here to do.
Throughout my life I have always been aware of feeling isolated and lonely on this path. Reading that Rebecca Campbell felt the same way, and her explanation of it as being part of the awakening journey of the lightworker was also amazing pure synchronicity. I always thought it was just me! That there was something wrong with me, like social anxiety, a lack of confidence, or that I wasn’t worthy or enough” to feel whole. I always felt so different to everybody else . I have always had to hide my spiritual side growing up as nobody understood it. It was like living in two worlds from a very young age, having had my first spiritual experience at six years old, a mesmerising visual visitation from a spirit being outside my bedroom window, which no one believed to the time , not even my parents.
Then I looked at my phone again. It was 1.11pm! For some reason these numbers are following me!!! It was another sign!
These numbers in sequence mean that the door to heaven opens and it is time to “make a wish”. It is the sign of “Divine openings” and “synchronicity”! This is a sign that I have to work harder on these blocks and fears that are showing up, to raise my vibration and step into my purpose. To lean into this calling and TRUST THE UNIVERSE.
Also, I was resonating with Rebecca’s description of the loneliness and isolation that many light workers feel I was noting how in my own life I have disconnected from many friends, particular women friends, who do not share the same spiritual path as me. You know those meaningless conversations that only touch the surface? God I hate them! I just cannot relate to them at all anymore. It highlights my need for something so much deeper in my life and in my friendship connections, but does lead to feelings of loneliness and isolation at times.
So, today there was even another “sign” that happened….
It was late in the evening and I was saying goodbye to my sister-in-law outside. After she left, a car that I did not recognise drove past and tooted. It was one of my beautiful friends who I have not seen for ages from my children’s primary school. We have always been close friends but lost contact due to the busyness of our lives. She stopped got out of the car and we talked for ages! She is the one person who is totally Open and engaged who I can talk to about everything and anything, especially spirituality. She has been in my thoughts a lot lately, as I gave some of the spiritual books that belonged to my mum to her. She too is on the spiritual path and is a high school teacher and a yoga teacher.
I was thinking that we could possibly facilitate some Sacred Circle women’s groups and retreats together in the future, and there she was!!! Open, willing, and excited to be a part of this process! By this stage my jaw had dropped realising that the universe is totally trying to send me a message here! I was given some very clear “signs” that I am on the right path. It was liberating, inspirational, and affirming, just what I needed. I could not be more grateful.
So, look out for the signs in your life to affirm your path. Witness them and embrace them.They are there if you are willing to see them. They will alleviate your fears, and bring you back to your soul’s purpose. Thank you Rebecca for your wisdom and guidance!
So Mote it Be…